Fleshlight arrived by mail and I finally got a conscious taste of what PIV sex is like. Now I know its not 100% accurate but I was told fleshlight simulates the sensation of a real woman's pussy. So if this is what simulated conscious sex feels like, I can only imagine the real thing!

However I am feeling more exhausted than ever. Like my sex drive is not just sapped out of me completely, its far below 0 something like -50 Degrees Fahrenheit to put it in temperature terms. My drive has become so drained I don't even feel pleased when I see the fact of a hottie like Salma Hayek and my body feels like I won't be fapping or doing any other sexual activity soon including doing the real thing consciously.

So I have to ask is have real conscious sex even far more exhausting (despite obviously being far more pleasant)?

Note I use the words "conscious" and "sex" a lot? Years ago me and a girl got drunk at night. All I remember is waking up in the morning feeling more pleased than ever but also a exhausted like hell naked in my bed and my cock feeling so swollen. When I met this girl later in the day she was avoiding me like she has an embarrassed look. I honestly don't remember what happened the night before except I was drinking with her but than she told me weeks later that her pregnancy test is negative and she's relief I won't be the father.

I felt a bit weary for days. But as I said I didn't experience the actual fucking. Just using the fleshlight now however made me so damn tired, like even more exhausted than I ever did running a marathon on the treadmill and other similar activities.

Now I'm bewaxed because my sex drive is very high. I fap so many times daily esp when I come home after working hours and not only that but I get erected easily having an orgasm by continue viewing the video I was seeing and go right ahead fapping again and again and again until orgasm. Again and again and again if I see the video until another orgasm. Again and again. Repeat. I can go as far as having 20 masturbation session in a row which includes giant explosion of semen that all over m that can fill a small cup in the first orgasm of the day (and even a 2 to 4 times in the next session).

Using the fleshlight made me explode so much more and much harder than I ever did but at the same time it feels like my sex drive has been permanently removed for good.

So I am curious does having real sex bring even much greater exhaustion as a result in addition to far greater pleasure? I remember even though I was drunk and not conscious when I slept with the girl, the following days afterwards I didn't have much of a drive and I did weaker than I usually did, about as week as I do the days after a marathon. But it was nowhere as intense and weary as what I'm experiencing now just after using the sex tool!

Is it really like this when real conscious PIV takes place?